Identity's been compromised
When I was seven months pregnant, my identity as an undercover agent was exposed.
The young gangster, who had always loved me, knocked out my teeth with the butt of his gun, kicked me in the ribs and put me in a black cell.
I had a miscarriage in the black cell, the young gangster took the stillborn baby, and I never saw him again.
Five years later, a little girl crawled into the black cell and said to me:
“Mommy, Daddy's drunk. He's crying. He's crying that he misses you.”
1
Five years ago, Ming Feiyuan beat me severely and took away the stillborn baby I had given birth to, and I never saw him again.
Day and night, I was locked up in the darkness, four walls and a bedpan.
Sometimes I was so lonely that I caught a mouse and had to nag it for half a day.
It's a miracle the spirit hasn't broken down in five years.
It's just that my body gradually got worse.
Long-term lack of sunlight, humid environment, eating rancid food, my whole body is everywhere not in pain.
The little girl was the first living person to talk to me in five years.
She said--
“Mommy, Daddy's drunk, he's crying, crying that he misses you.”
I couldn't understand. Why did she call me mommy? And who was her father?
I tried to talk to her and opened my mouth, but realized that, after a long time of not speaking, I could no longer speak.
In my haste, I coughed violently.
A mouthful of blood sprayed onto the girl's white dress.
She was startled and ran away.
It's over. I'm in trouble again.
Sometimes when those guys are in a bad mood, they break in and beat me up.
Because five years ago, I was the one who gave the police the information that cost them a lot of money.
A lot of people died, and the stronghold was destroyed, so the oldest, Ming Feiyuan, had to flee outside the country with me and some of his cronies.
Afterwards, they found out that I was an undercover agent.
Since then, I've been a thorn in their side.
They called me a traitor.
Oh, I've never betrayed my faith, how can I be a traitor.
Ming Fei-Yuan used every means of torture he could on me.
I begged him to kill me.
He said to keep your cheap life. As long as you're around, Liang Junzhe will find you.
Liang Junzhe, my husband.
He's a cop and my teammate.
His head is what Ming Fei-Yuan wants most.
2
Clang, clang.
The iron gate outside opened.
Sinking, steady steps pounded on the stone pavement.
Someone was coming.
Listening to the footsteps, it didn't sound like Hui, who usually brought me food.
I shrank in the corner and looked at the visitor with fear.
He was carrying a bottle of wine in his hand, and the strong odor of alcohol filled the small cell.
He took out a cigarette and held it in his mouth.
Lights the lighter.
The firelight illuminates his face.
Well-defined features, knife and axe contour, flashing cold light of the wolf-like eyes.
After five years, I recognized him at once.
My former 'lover', Zhongdao Gang boss Ming Feiyuan.
He was leaning against the iron railing, smoking a cigarette, and the surrounding area was quiet, with only the sound of cigarette butts going off.
“Qingli, long time no see.”
He said in a low, hoarse voice.
I didn't speak. I wasn't used to talking anymore.
“We're leaving.” He said. “It's getting rough in this part of the world, so we're going to go far away, we've made enough money anyway. But they won't let us take you with us. They're asking me to kill you.”
Kill me? Killing me is good. I'd rather die than live.
“But I want you to die a worthy death. So, before you die, you need to do one thing for me.”
He stepped closer to me and cupped my chin, forcing me to look at him.
The wine breath sprayed on my face, killing me with its oppressive feeling.
“I need you, to lure Liang Junzhe out.”
I was calm, unassuming, without sorrow or joy.
He was enraged.
In a rage, he slapped me.
Suddenly, my nose bled.
He froze for a moment, “I didn't use any force ......”
He really didn't exert himself.
This nosebleed, too, was not beaten out by him.
Rather, it was my illness.
I feel that I am very sick.
Death, should be just very close.
It's all a death anyway, so why should I help Ming Feiyuan hurt my husband?
Ming Feiyuan used the sleeve of his white shirt to wipe off my blood and took me into his arms.
I struggled and he hooped me, his chin resting on my head.
“Qingli, listen to me, listen to me.” His voice is seductive, “Did you see that little girl just now? Her name is Xina, she is your child, that year you gave birth to not a stillborn baby, she survived. If you help me take down Liang Junzhe, I'll leave Xinai alive. If you don t cooperate, I will let you hold her and jump into the sea ...... together.”
I stopped struggling.
3
This was the first time in five years that I was taken out of the black prison.
The moment the sunlight hit me, I was scared like a mouse, screaming and running away.
Ming Feiyuan grabbed me and dragged me into the villa.
On the villa's expansive sofa, there were several heavily made up women sitting.
“Ming Shao ......” They stood up and greeted Ming Feiyuan. One of them even came up and kissed him.
In front of me, Ming Feiyuan was entwined with her.
“Thick, take her upstairs to take a shower and clean up.” He said to the woman.
The woman named Nong Nong slanted me a look, “Come with me, bitch.”
It took Thick and a couple of other women all afternoon to clean the dirt and fleas off of me.
Hot water washed over my bony body. Ribs were clearly visible one by one, and my whole body looked like a dry corpse.
Five years wasted, when the bright and lovely police flower Xia Qingli, has become a walking corpse.
Nong Nong combed my hair and said in a soft voice, “Don't have any non-thinking, Ming Shao has long since ceased to be the Ming Shao of that year, if you want to live one more day, be honest.”
“Nong Nong, you go out.” Ming Feiyuan appeared at the door.
Neng Neng gave me a warning look and left.
Ming Feiyuan stood behind me and looked at me in the mirror. His long, dry, thin fingers brushed over my sideburns, neck, collarbone, threaded into my collar, and slowly continued down.
I frowned a little, unable to hide my disgust any longer.
His movements stopped.
Suddenly grabbing my hair, he forced me to tilt my head back.
“Look at the hell you are now! Stripped & naked no one wants to see!” He said viciously.
“Daddy!” A little girl's voice rang out from the doorway.
Ming Fei Yuan paused for a moment and let go of my hair.
“Daddy, you finally got mommy out!” The little girl ran over, tilted her head and looked at me seriously, “Mommy is so pretty, but she is too thin, Mommy needs to eat more meat.”
I looked at her and my eyes got wet.
Is this my child? Is this really my child?
“Xina, how about Daddy takes you and Mommy out for a steak dinner tonight?” Ming Fei Yuan said.
“That's great!” Xena laughed as she jumped.
I don't know how she grew up to be so innocent, lively and cute in this devil's den. On the way to the restaurant, she kept smiling and was interested in everything outside the car window.
Ming Fei-Yuan spoke to her gently, and the usual ferocity was gone from his eyes.
As I looked at this pair of “father and daughter”, my mind traveled back to more than twenty years ago.
That year, I was also five years old.
4
My father was a policeman. He traveled a lot and was away from home for more than 200 days a year.
Whenever he came home, I was especially happy and pestered him with questions.
It was my fifth birthday and my mom and dad said they were going to take me to McDonald's. I sat on the back of my dad's bike.
I sat on the back of my father's bicycle, holding a windmill in my hand, which went round and round.
The gears of fate, too, began to turn and turn.
All I remember is a few violent 'thumps'.
I fell off my dad's bike.
In front of my eyes, there was a pool of blood.
Mom and dad fell in a pool of blood.
I don't know how long it took, but an uncle ran over and picked me up, covering my eyes:
“Girl, it's okay, don't be afraid.”
......
The uncle took me home.
At first, I didn't eat, I didn't talk, I didn't cry, I was like a walking corpse.
There was a little brother at my uncle's house, called Junzhe, who talked with me every day, made me happy, and took me to play the game of police catching thieves.
Later, we went to school together, did our homework together, took the midterm exam together, took the college entrance exam together, and got into the same police academy.
After graduating from the police academy, we were admitted to the same public security bureau and became criminal police officers together.
We worked together on many big cases and bled together.
One year, I was injured in a mission. Before I was pushed into the operating room, Liang Jun then took my hand and cried, saying he loved me.
“Qingli, you must live. I want to marry you.”
When we were in school, neither of us had ever been in love with anyone else, and after we started working, we tacitly agreed not to talk about marriage. We knew that we were waiting for each other.
After recovering from that injury, Liang Jun was special in Valentine's Day to take a day off to take me to Jingning Temple to see the red plum.
That day it had just snowed, the snow pressed the red plum, behind the temple's eaves and corners, as beautiful as an ancient painting.
Under the red plum tree, Liang Junzhe proposed to me.
We hugged each other and vowed to protect each other forever.
5
As we descended from Jingning Temple, a young man in a black suit brushed past us.
My heart thumped in my chest and I pulled Leung Kwan Tsak and asked him in a low voice, “Do you think he looks like a person?”
Liang Junze said, “I noticed it too. He looks like Ming Feiyuan.”
Ming Feiyuan, the eldest son of Ming Zhen, the boss of the Zhongdao Gang. We've been investigating this gang for the past two years, but they're so secretive that we can't find a chance to get our hands on them.
And this Ming Fei-Yuan who came to us, I can't let him go so easily.
I told Liang Jun Ze, “You go back first, I will follow him and see what he is doing here.”
Liang Jun Ze knew my temper, once I decided something, I can't be persuaded back, he had to say, “I'll wait for you at the bottom of the mountain, you must pay attention to your safety, don't come into contact with him head on!”
I followed Ming Fei Yuan to the temple.
I saw him kneeling down to the statue of Buddha, burning three incense sticks reverently and chanting under his breath.
What, does he want to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha?
Impossible.
Ming Feiyuan is the hand of the Zhongdao Gang, his wrist is ruthless, cold and crazy. This kind of devil, Buddha will not accept.
He finished the incense and got up to leave.
I couldn't follow him anymore, so I also went to buy a few incense sticks and pretended to ask the monk unintentionally, “That handsome guy just now, does he come here often?”
The monk replied, “Yes, he comes two or three times a month, at irregular times.”
I had a bold idea: to get close to Ming Fei Yuan and penetrate into the inner circle of the Zhongdao Gang.
Leung Kwan-tse was strongly against it. I forced him to agree by threatening not to marry you if he didn't let me do the job.
I said, “Brother Junzai, this is the last time. After we get rid of the Nakamichi Gang, I won't be a criminal police officer anymore, I'll go to the window service to register people's account books, and I'll marry you and have children, okay?”
Liang Junzhe did not say anything. He was still angry.
I stood guard at Jingning Temple for half a month and finally waited for Ming Feiyuan again.
When he was burning incense, I stood not far away and watched him.
After burning the incense, he got up, turned around, and his sharp gaze shot straight at me.
After a few moments of four eye contact, he walked towards me.
Good, woman, you've managed to get his attention.
“You seem to keep looking at me, do we know each other?” He asked me aloud.
“Do we know each other?” I said graciously.
“Why?”
“You're ...... handsome.” I must have blushed when I said that.
“It's inexplicable.” Ming Feiyuan skimmed his head and left.
After that, every time he came to incense, I went to talk to him.
Finally, one day, he said, “Beautiful woman, please have a meal?”
6
I became Ming Feiyuan's “girlfriend”.
He took me to secret clubs and underground casinos.
I secretly provided the police with important information that I noticed.
The leaders were worried about my safety and told me to leave as soon as possible, Ming Fei-Yuan was too dangerous.
Three days later, Ming Feiyuan is going to bring me to an important event, there should be a great deal of information to be dug up. I promised the leader that after this hand, I would call it quits.
As I had hoped, I got the scoop.
I witnessed Ming Fei-Yuan trading guns with a mob outside the country.
After the deal, Ming Feiyuan was happy and drank some wine.
He looked at me with wild tides in his eyes.
“Pear, you have a great body.”
I felt bad.
Being with him for two months, he hasn't touched me yet. Shouldn't trust me enough.
And today, I followed him to participate in the most central mission, which means he trusts me completely.
And I had to prove my 'loyalty'.
He pulled me over to him, sat me on his lap, and began unbuttoning my shirt.
I pressed his hand.
His eyes narrowed.
Picking up the gun on the table, the muzzle was pressed against my forehead, “Strip.”
......
I wrapped my coat tightly and walked in the light rain.
Liang Jun then kept calling me, eight times. I finally picked up.
“Brother Junzai, let's break up.”
I provided all the information about the Zhongdao Gang and Ming Feiyuan to the organization, then typed my resignation and left.
Seven months later, when Liang Junzhe found me, I was pregnant.
I was seven months pregnant.
He hugged me, “Qingli, the Zhongdao Gang has been overthrown, you can rest easy. Marry me and let me take care of you for the rest of your ...... life.”
We chose a hotel in a neighboring county and held a simple wedding.
Those who attended the wedding were mainly friends and relatives of the Peng family, and Liang Junzhe's senior captain witnessed our marriage.
The weather that day was bad, with dark clouds rolling in from the afternoon, and the storm raging in the evening.
“Liang Jun Zei, are you willing to take Xia Qing Li as your wife and love and protect her from now on, no matter if the future is good or bad, difficult or peaceful, are you willing to accompany her through it?”
“I am willing.”
7
My thoughts were pulled back from a distant time, and Liang Junzhe was long gone.
Ming Feiyuan's car was still traveling, the scenery outside was getting more and more depressed, it didn't look like a place to 'eat steak'.
Eventually, the car stopped in front of an abandoned factory ťṻ₃ room.
Ming Feiyuan asked his subordinates to keep an eye on Heena, and he took me into the factory.
“Before we eat the steak, we have a little work to do.” He told me, “The police have my second brother, I've agreed to a hostage exchange and use you to give him back.”
He turned on his walkie-talkie and ordered, “Snipers in position, once the hostage exchange is over and the police take Xia Qingli away, shoot them immediately and leave no one behind.”
He pulled my hair, “Do you think the one who came to hand over the hostages will be Liang Junze? The Liang Junze you're pining for?”
I laughed. You'd better not pray it's him. He will make you suffer.
My smile angered him. He looked stern, “You damned traitor!”
Strange, how am I a traitor? I've never betrayed my faith.
Twenty minutes later, the walkie-talkie reported, “Mr. Ming, they're here!”
Ming Feiyuan and his men loaded their guns.
The factory door opened and three men walked in.
The man in the middle I recognized, it was Ming Feiyuan's second brother, Ming Xiaohu.
The other two, I looked at them again and again, I didn't recognize them.
Looking at their temperament, they should be my former peers.
Ming Feiyuan narrowed his eyes, “Where is Liang Junzhe? Why isn't Liang Junzhe here?”
“Ming Feiyuan! We have brought you the person you wanted!” The plainclothes policeman on the opposite side said, “Let's start exchanging hostages!”
“What I said was that I wanted Leung Kwan Tsai to come in person. What the hell are you doing to me?”
Ming Feiyuan shouted angrily, raised his pistol and clicked it into place.
For a while, swords were drawn.
“Ming ...... Ming Feiyuan.”
For the first time in five years, I opened my mouth to speak.
“Stay, stay Ming Xiaohu, let those two police ...... officers go.”
He glanced at me grimly, “On what grounds?”
“I'm not leaving, I'll follow you.”
He ignored me.
I slowly kneeled down and begged, “Don't let me go, I want you, I want Xinai, we are a family of three, far away, good, good?”
His frozen face loosened a bit, and he finally lowered his eyes and lowered his gun.
“Leave Ming Xiaohu behind, the two policemen get lost!”
On the way back, Ming Feiyuan was ironically silent.
Xi Nai also did not make a fuss, obediently play with toys.
Her toy is a replica gun.
Back to the villa, Ming Feiyuan said, “Nong Nong, take Xinai upstairs!
Nong Nong came over and led Xinaai away.
Ming Fei Yuan turned around and slapped me.
“You want to be Heena's mom? You deserve it!” He grabbed me by the neck, “If Liang Junzhe doesn't show up, I'll kill you sooner or later, you demon!”
I just laughed, my nosebleed flowed out and into my mouth, staining my teeth red, I should look quite like a demon.
Ming Feiyuan let go of his hand and I fell to the ground.
I was escorted back to the cell again.
Familiar darkness, familiar dampness, familiar dead silence. I actually found some sense of security.
I cowered in the corner, fuming.
After being locked up for five years, I learned to spend countless days and nights in a daze.
When I was fuming, memories of the past floated, intertwined, overlapped, and tore apart in front of my eyes. Liang Junze, Ming Feiyuan, my mom and dad, my adoptive parents, all had appeared in front of me, so real that it was hard for me to distinguish the real from the fake.
Clang, clang.
The iron gate outside rattled again. This was not the time for food delivery, so who was it?
The beam of a flashlight strikes in, and behind the light, a woman with a playful figure is faintly discernible.
She was Thick.
“Xia Qingli, come here.”
She waved at me.
I climbed up and walked over to the bars.
She shoved a plastic bag into my hand.
“This is some painkillers, it might help ease your pain.”
I didn't understand why she was suddenly showing me kindness.
Before Thicky left, I asked her to leave me the flashlight.
I fished out a photo from under my pillow, and by the bright light of the flashlight, I sized up the person in the photo.
This was the only photo he left me.
Handsome police uniform, handsome face, bright eyes, sunny smile.
Brother Junze, it's been a long time since I've seen you.
Thoughts go back to five years ago.
8
At the wedding, the MC asked:
“Liang Jun Zei, are you willing to take Xia Qing Li as your wife, love and protect her from now on, no matter whether the future is good or bad, difficult or peaceful, are you willing to accompany her through it?”
“I am willing.”
Only a slight swoosh was heard, and a red spot appeared on the MC's forehead.
The MC fell straight backward.
Before I could understand what was going on, Liang Jun then suddenly blocked in front of me and tackled me down.
The glass of the hotel crackled and shattered, and the guests screamed.
Only then did I realize that there was a shootout.
“Qingli, go, hurry!” Liang Jun then pulled my hand and ran towards the back kitchen.
I glanced back. Liang Junzhe's parents, my adoptive parents, were in a pool of blood. There were also a dozen of his friends and relatives, all of whom had become living targets.
Liang Junzhe opened the door from the back kitchen that led to the basement, “Qingli, you can go down here and go around to the outside. I'll help you keep watch here.”
“Junzai brother, go together ah ......,” I cried.
He shook his head with a bitter smile and turned his back.
On his back, there were two bullet holes.
The gun he blocked for me.
I broke down.
I pulled him into the basement and found a storage room, “Junzai brother, don't worry, I'll help you stop the bleeding and take the bullets, hang in there ah ......”
Liang Junzai could no longer speak and kept spitting out blood. The blood choked back into his lungs, making it difficult to breathe, and his face was suffocated and bruised.
I can't do anything else, I can't do anything else!
Good heavens! Don't take away my Junze!
Don't leave me with nothing!
......
He didn't suffer for long, after about a minute, he stopped breathing and his pupils dilated.
His eyes, which had always looked at me with such tenderness, lapsed into a cold, muddy pool.
I didn't have time to cry, my whole body was dazed. I only remember covering his body with a cloth and locking the door to the storage room. I couldn't let Ming Feiyuan get his body. He would play with his head like a soccer ball.
Walking out of the back kitchen, Ming Fei-yuan's gun was pressed against my forehead.
A butt of the gun hit me in the jaw, dropping two teeth.
A backhand and another punch knocked me to the ground.
Another leg, kicking me in the waist ......
But I felt no pain.
My heart was dead, only numb.
9
So, Liang Junzhe died five years ago.
And Ming Feiyuan didn't know about it.
At that time, the police came very quickly, and Ming Feiyuan had no time to search the scene, so he took me away.
I guess the police hid Liang Junzhe's death to capitalize on Ming Feiyuan's desire for revenge and to make him reveal himself.
For example, this hostage exchange in the name of Liang Junzhe was to trick Ming Feiyuan into coming out so that he could make an arrest.
However, Ming Fei Yuan was too vigilant, plus there was still me as a hostage in hand, the police eventually did not take action.
When Ah Hui came down to bring me my meal, I said, “I want to see Ming Shao.”
Ah Hui looked at me suspiciously and left.
A few moments later, Ming Fei Yuan came.
Again, he smelled of alcohol.
I remembered that he didn't like to drink before, the only time he raped me after drinking.
So, as soon as I smelled the smell of alcohol, I felt bad.
At this time he was irritable, emotional and could easily do something to hurt me.
But there are both sides of the coin.
When he's drunk, his judgment is impaired and he's more prone to emotion.
“What do you want from me?” He asked coldly, a look of misanthropy on his face.
I stepped forward and gently, carefully, wrapped my arms around his waist, leaning my head against his chest.
I heard his breathing pause for a moment.
“Don't be mad at me, okay?”
He let me hold him without breaking away and asked me, “What's the reason?”
“What?”
“What made you suddenly make a 180-degree turn and start begging me for forgiveness?”
“Because ...... I saw our daughter. I thought she was dead, and I was devastated. And this
“What about me?”
“You?” I was serious, “I will, too, love you.”
Ming Feiyuan's brows softened and he hugged me, harder and harder, as if he wanted to rub me into his body.
“Xia Qingli, five years, I think of you all the time, hate you all the time, I want to kill you. But if I really kill you, it seems like I have nothing to look forward to in my life.”
That's good. He's willing to reveal his heart to me, that means he's shaken, I have a chance.
I continued my attack, “Then, take me and my daughter and go far away.”
He didn't say anything for a long time, his heart beating strongly, I don't know what he was calculating in that deep inner heart of his.
“Xia Qingli, you think beautifully.” He turned his words around and strangled me.
“In this life, it's impossible for us to get back together. Why do you look so confused? Don't you know why? Do you want me to tell you again?”
He came to my ear and said word by word, “Your beloved Officer Liang, killed my father, my elder sister, my brother, my niece ...... my whole family is ruined in his hands. And he used the information you provided. Me and you, separated by a blood feud, if I forgive you, I will be struck by heaven and thunder and go to the eighteen layers of hell!”
His tone was mournful and agonizing, full of hatred with nowhere to vent it.
10
He was right, there is indeed a blood feud between him and me.
In the shootout on the night of the wedding, the Zhongdao Gang killed Liang Junzai's relatives, who were also my relatives. Liang Junzhe died in my arms, and his blood stained my clothes.
If it wasn't for the hatred that sustained me, I would have lived to see Ming Feiyuan punished, and I wouldn't have wasted five years like a ghost.
Ming Feiyuan said, ''The two of us, who were once so in love, have come to this point, and I only feel defeated. What, Xia Qingli, why do you have this look on your face, do you dare to say that you haven't loved me?''
I want to say, Ming Fei Yuan, my parents were killed by your father Ming Zhen, how could I possibly love you?
“Brother Fei, I did love you.” I choked, “It's just that when I learned later that your father killed mine, I didn't know how to face this relationship ......
Ming Fei Yuan helplessly closed his eyes, two lines of clear tears crossed his face.
Opening his eyes again, his gaze was sinister, and he pushed me away, “If it wasn't your betrayal that caused my dad to be killed by Liang Junzhe, why would the two of us be in this situation of death and destruction!”
There is one thing I didn't understand. Ming Fei Yuan said that his father was killed by Liang Jun Ze? But Liang Junze was seriously injured at the wedding, he didn't have a chance to fight back.
I felt a headache, very confused, thoughts twisted into a ball, the truth was hidden in the mist.
Suddenly, my stomach ached like a cramp. I covered my stomach and moaned in pain.
Ming Feiyuan asked me what was wrong, I took a mouthful of blood and sprayed it on his face.
I had eaten all the painkillers that Thick had given me beforehand, causing severe stomach bleeding.
Ming Feiyuan carried me out of the black prison and ran furiously to the villa's medical room.
The doctor examined my physical condition and shook his head.
“Mr. Ming, there is no CT, we can only judge by appearances: she has multiple organ failures in her body, she may have cancer, and it's terminal, she has to be checked and treated immediately.”
“Which hospital can treat it? I'll prepare the car right now!” Ming Feiyuan was on fire.
“Ming Shao ......” said the doctor, ”The local hospitals can't treat this kind of big disease, moreover, out of Sentangju, it is the world of the police ...... It is better to send it to Europe for treatment, it can't be delayed.”
“Ming Shao, we are not going far away?” Nong said, “Take her with you and go to Europe for treatment.”
A hint of hostility flashed in Ming Feiyuan's eyes.
Then he laughed a little.
Suddenly turning around, he fiercely slapped Thick